I thought that I dont wanna see her anymore and I dont wanna know her ,I thought I dont care about her anymore I lived in bitterness and unforgiveness for long time now and I was thinking thats right coz of all what she has done to me
BUT I saw her today she looks sick I didnt notice in the beginning but when I went home I remembered her face and how she looked tired and sick
and I felt that I still love her I just felt I wanna go and hug her and I said to myself what I was thinknig how I lived in this bitterness and unforgiveness for that long time and I thought its okay ,it wasnt okay it was eating me
I realized that God meant the best for us when he asked us to love one another ,I realized that loving her is more easier than hating her
I realized that love is liberating